03:00 AM Feels Trip

Whether or not we admit it, music plays a great role in our lives. With the right song, we either forget or remember everything, and we all have that song for a certain person in our lives.Below are the songs for the people who, over a short period, influenced me the most.

 

1. Hurt by Christina Aguilera

You were there for me in times that I needed you, and even when I did not. You were the next best thing that I had to a brother, and I am sorry for hurting you. I went against your advice to seek my salvation first before my love. We both knew I knew better. I’m sorry for blaming you for all the things I just couldn’t do. Are you looking down upon me or are you proud of who I am?

2. for him. by Troye Sivan and pink skies by LANY

We have always been a very odd pair of friends. We make a really good team, and not everyone sees, we got this crazy chemistry between us. Whatever I lack, you make up. You’re my favorite everything; I’ve been telling girls that since I was sixteen. We might have a lot of arguments and petty fights over the past years that we have been together, and at the end of the day, it’s all about saying, “Shut up, I love you. You’re my best friend.”

3. Your Type by Carly Rae Jepsen

Thank you for setting the right expectations about what we are. I knew there was nothing between us, and still, thanks for being open and honest about what you feel about me. I know I’m just a friend to you, and I will never get to call you mine. I’m not the type of guy for you; I’m not going to pretend I’m the type of guy you’d call more than a friend.

4. FOOLS by Troye Sivan and Perfect Illusion by Lady Gaga

Thank you for making me believe I was special and something worth keeping. Thank you for the random impulsive delights. All my hopes, they were high; I must keep them small. Only fools do what I do: only fools fall for you. At least now I know, it wasn’t love; it was a perfect illusion.

5. Sober by Selena Gomez

You have always been vocal about liking me, wanting to take me out, that I am not just a reserve, not a booty call either. At the same time, you only do these when you are intoxicated, and once you’re no longer under the influence of alcohol, you do not even talk to me. It seems that you don’t know how to love me when you’re sober.

6. The Feeling by Justin Bieber and Halsey

I am sorry I led you on. I am sorry I made you believe that there could be an us. Your affections, your actions made me feel loved and needed. They validated me. It was my fault. I wasn’t in love with you; I was in love with the feeling.

7. Almost by DNCE and Where Do Broken Hearts Go by One Direction

I am sorry for breaking your heart. I am sorry for being such a jerk and making you believe that I was ready, when I knew that I wasn’t. You were patient, you were understanding, you were loving. We were good; it was almost worth it. And now you’re happy without me, or are you just acting? Either way, it’s fine, because it took me sometime but I figured out how to fix up a heart that I broke down.

8. HEAVEN by Troye Sivan and No Place Like Home by HONNE

We were polar opposites. You were quiet, and I was loud. You were reserved, and I was vocal. Recent events made us realize we are more alike than different. Our truth runs wild, like kids on concrete. And if there is one thing we both firmly believe in, it’s if we’re losing a part of us, maybe we don’t want heaven. You of all people know it’s so hard for me to feel alone, and you are the kind of friend that makes me feel anywhere is a place like home.

9. Scars by Papa Roach

I tried to help you once, against my own advice. And despite this, you still managed to turn your back against a pure friendship and decided to ruin several relationships because you couldn’t keep your hands to yourself. A lot of things aren’t the same anymore, and some of them I do not really like. I have learned to accept the things that I cannot change. I can’t help you fix yourself, but at least I can say I tried. I ‘m sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.

10. I Wouldn’t Mind by Ourselves the Elves

We have been friends for a few years now, and lately, we have been one another’s confidant. You have known my frustrations and aspirations, even my secrets and lies. And I have known yours. It’s more a surreal exchange of ideas between us. You have been supporting and open-minded. If you wanna tell me how you’re feeling, I wouldn’t mind. If you don’t wanna talk about it, I wouldn’t mind. Whatever it is that this friendship turns into, I wouldn’t mind. It’ll be all right.

 

PLAYLIST

You can check the songs on Spotify or YouTube.